The diamond program expanded after the operation. Figure: 5 in September showed that six diamonds were now across most of the chakra zones with a speed of 2200 and the arrows at this time counted 22. The operation hadn’t slowed me down. By 25 July all zones were filled with seven diamonds. The program was installing itself well, into every cell of the body.
I was sent to a special unit to be assessed for radiation therapy. Both surgeons considered it a wise treatment to ensure the success of their work. Oh, is this something I choose to undertake? Is this necessary? I went.
I was measured up and given tiny tattoo marks to show the location where the body was to receive the treatment. My thoughts were that if I could manage more than three years of Chemotherapy, four weeks of radiation was not going to be too much of a challenge. How wrong I was!
After the first delivery of radiation therapy the phone line to the house ceased working. Remember Fitz Albert Pop and his discovery that low light levels in the body causes scrambled communication between the cells? What was this telling me?
The first two weeks went well. Good I thought; I can manage this. By the end of week three I was struggling. By the end of week four I was certain the body was unable to tolerate another treatment. There was so little life force left within me. There was no communication within my cells, and no voice with gentle words of advice.
The land line was still not repaired! The outside reflects the inside! No communication to the house I live in and no communication in the body I inhabit.
The inside also reflects the outside.
It took me all day to prepare myself for each treatment. All I desired was rest and sleep. I would get myself ready, drive 45 minutes to the hospital, drive home and get into bed, then repeat that each day. I was suffering through each of my bodies. The skin on the left side of my neck was so burnt that I slept sitting up. At the beginning of the fifth week, I went into the doctor’s office and declared I was not having another treatment. I was told I did not know what I was doing, and there were only three scheduled treatments to go; so front up. I pathetically agreed, instead of walking out. I was too weak to make my case. Every ounce of energy had been drained. I felt lifeless. The treatment finished on my birthday, and so did my relationship. Geoff moved out.
I was pleased that I was still breathing! That was an encouraging vital sign.
The side effects of the radiation treatment were eased and soothed by FSM, to the point that the doctor could not believe the condition of repair to my skin at my last review. Skin repair had been totally affected within a month. My purple liquid skin was completely renewed. I checked myself out of their care. This was something I would not be revisiting again.
I began to adapt to being alone and thoroughly immersed myself in writing to my heart’s content. The earlier events of the year had resolved when it dawned on me that what other people think of me is not my business; it is theirs; and theirs alone. I channelled another set of workshops and thrived on the information that I was given to share. It enthralled me to gain insights into a bigger picture than I ever believed possible. Writing was my inspiration. Others may sing, or paint; for me writing became my passion.
From 2007 onwards, writing to gain information for myself took second place to writing for others. The words, each one handwritten filled many books. I later typed up those words and presented them to those who had requested them. Tentatively I began a new set of workshop notes. It took some time before I found the skill to listen and type simultaneously.
The intravenous delivery of Herceptin continued three weekly and the cells stabilised as the diamond program of the silicon body built seven diamonds across each chakra zone with a spin rate of 2,300 cycles per second.
AUGUST: When I saw Val Allen in August after the breast surgery, I mentioned that I was experiencing what felt like ‘spiritual acupuncture’. The body was responding to intermittent sharp needling sensations which sometimes took my breath away, with moments of intense pain. I was particularly unhappy with my body shape, and uninterested in eating. The two did not add up. After looking into my eyes, Val said she felt the weight gain appeared to be retention of fluid. A test for heavy metals in my body, gave a zero result.
September: Seven diamonds had formed across all seven chakra zones with a spin/speed of 2,300 cycles per second, see Fig: 5.
October: Fig: 6 differed slightly to the previous month’s iridology pattern. Some of the 49 diamonds were seen to be fading a little at the edge of each of the seven lines. Yet the surprise was the spin rate; it had increased by 1,000 cycles per second in a month. It came with biggest jump in spin rates I had achieved. This came with a slight reduction in shape, as I began to fit into clothes that previously I could not. What joy! 28 arrows of light gave us the stability as we all made similar jumps in speed.
I made a remarkable discovery after a delivery of Herceptin which created unexpected side effects. It was the first time I had experienced any side effects from intravenous treatment with this drug. I had become friends with it. In my analysis of what I had done differently, I recalled that I did not touch the bag containing the drug. It seemed that this was the missing link. Prior to the delivery of the treatment I would sit in the comfortable recliner, hold the plastic bag of liquid that would be pumped into me, and talk to it. My Invocation, which changed as I did, at this time was:-
With my Intent:
I surround you with the vibration of the highest light
And request that you be raised in vibration
To a frequency that exactly matches my own
I request that the intelligence of this man made material
Interface with the intelligence of my body
For perfect vitality and repair of every cell
I ask for increased strength, immunity and vitality
So that I may live a long and fruitful life in every way
The significance of my own DNA vibrating on the bag had not occurred to me until now; so I asked for some insights.
“Let us tell you that your DNA is more significant that you give it credit for. DNA contains your signature, your information, and the pass words to your own body. If you wish to raise the vibration of a substance like this, or a drug of any kind, use your own DNA. Hold the bag, or place the material on your skin if it is possible and ask for the vibration of the manmade substance to match your own. This will always be done by your higher Soul aspects who work with you to the extent they are able to. They cannot interfere with you, unless you ask them to. They are masters of vibration, so use their skills”.
I had loads of energy at last, which was used to rearrange rooms, clean, vacuum and mop. I had filled a whole day with activity including going late night shopping. This set a new benchmark for me. One thing at a time, then rest; had been more my style.
In 2001 Helen McCarthy asked loudly and vehemently to be shown how the visible and the invisible work together. Be careful what you ask for.
In the middle of that year she experienced an epiphany. A loud voice shouted the same sentence into her head twice. That sentence made little sense at the time; yet was a premonition of what was to come. She was about to live the answer to her question through a cancer diagnosis.