At my Naturopathic appointment with Val, the speed had increased to 1020. Fig: 3 shows that more diamonds had presented over the third eye, throat, breast and lungs, heart, solar plexus, hips, lumber and ovaries. Nine arrows of light were coming into the body from the Earth and the cosmos. The pattern appeared balanced and stable. A second appointment six days later, showed a line of diamonds aligned down the body with two at the heart and thymus at Fig: 4.
I received the next intravenous delivery of Taxotere, and for a full three day period, I had heart palpitations, sometimes for as long as 20 mins. That was disconcerting. I felt tired, slow and very lethargic. My legs were problematic, as nerve repair was being masked by the drug. I noticed a significant reduction in the distance I can walk. Instead of around the park, I can now barely get from home to the park and back. During these treatments, the pump that delivered the drug into the cells would malfunction. It would beep and then pump in what sounded like beats. I knew spirit was at work.
May 18: I had a GBPS to test my heart function. The results showed a reduction from my original count of 74, to 68 at the second test, to 56 today. The heart capacity has been reduced. I am tired and sleeping a lot.
24th May: The ultra sound and CT scan, showed a reduction in the breast mass of 24%, and there was no increase in tumour size at the lymph nodes.
Inspired by the ‘’The Field’ written by Lynne McTaggert; Page 50, I learnt about light and cancer through the work of Fritz Albert Popp. He found that cancer patients had lost their natural rhythms and their coherence, which scrambled their lines of internal communication within their body. Their light was going out. He came to realise that light in the body holds the key to health. Health, he discovered, is a state of perfect sub-atomic communication. No different really to the messages I have been receiving.
After speaking to a friend in New Zealand, a consultant pharmacist at a leading Homeopathic Supplier, I ordered two packs of Iscador, or mistletoe, available for injection and targeted at breast cancer. The breast tumour was still to be addressed. My local GP was so helpful, and with the assistance of her nurse, I learnt to inject the phials daily, starting at the end of May. I completed the first seven ampoules over the time period suggested, then got this message “We would prefer you to stop. This it is compromising our work. The homoeopathic vibration is the most difficult one for us to counter”.
I disregarded this is as illogical. High vibrational remedies were going to assist my healing, weren’t they? I would complete the next box of seven. Only to find that the whole box had evaporated; completely disappeared. Gone without a trace! They were serious about me not continuing. Geoff and I have both searched for it. It had gone! They meant it.
It took me a year or more to understand what they meant.
“The goal is to continuously rebuild your bodies through natural light, which is read by the DNA as codes to bring forth new internal programs; invisible programs. Any substance with a vibration like Iscador, not only slows down the ability to download each new set of codes, it prevents it altogether”
That was a huge learning for me, a paradigm shift in fact.
My health was stable and manageable if I was taking manmade substances. They could be dealt with easily because their vibrational rate was low.
A highly vibrational homoeopathic, potentised in tune to the cycles of nature, was one of the hardest to dissolve, because of its frequency. Its vibration interfered with my ability to integrate new light codes.
To heal was determined by how quickly I could integrate the new light codes and reconstruct my body. Wow! Anything that slowed that down or prevented it was not for my greatest good.
That was a mind bender! The process of raising my vibration is slowed down by the frequency of highly potentised homoeopathic substances. This Science of Inner Change is heightening my health, beyond the benefits of any substance I may take.
June: I broke the 5th metatarsal bone in my foot, by falling awkwardly. I heard it tear as I fell. That night was Hannah, Dan and Bodhi’s farewell dinner. They were heading north in their caravan, so I didn’t do anything about the foot until next day. It was an emotional time for me to say goodbye, after they have been living with us for some weeks. That night my body shook continuously, I thought it was shock. Yet it went on and on. It felt like a stream of communication coming from my body.
“What we affected was an entire shift of consciousness within the cells of your body. Your feelings of being elevated to another plane and of being ‘spun’ actually occurred……”
The foot was strapped tight. I was advised not to bare weight on it. Both feet were once more quite numb.
June 19: I was scheduled for chemo the next day, when the issue of the broken bone became apparent. I was taken off Taxotere and I put back onto Herceptin. If a drug reduces your capacity, or restricts your lifestyle, the drug is withdrawn.
I realise it is the Taxotere that is responsible for the diminished functioning of my feet and legs. My diminished nerve supply wasn’t receiving relays of information. My feeling of being unable to walk a few metres without difficulty resulted in the broken bone. Previously my feet had been numb, now they feel like numb concrete.
Val observed the spin rate to be 1100. Fig: 4, showed a slight drop in speed, probably due to the chemo treatment. The number of arrows had reduced to eleven, yet what was different was a thick band of energy between the skin and the glands, indicating that my new circulatory system of light was in direct contact with the meridian system and the cells of my body.
August: I attended a group meditation weekend. A group of us meditating together set off the alarm system for the building. We came out of that meditation suddenly! I asked about its significance:
“As you built the energy, you allowed the release of your collective electrical states to discharge, thereby activating not only each other but the electrical circuitry within the building itself. This occurs when the electrical discharge from your fields matches that of the circuitry of your buildings…..In the group you not only activated each other, but the Earth too. Earth received this charge of electrical energy which she in turn dispersed, over a radius of 100 kilometres. Your group has now distributed this electrical charge to the whole Perth Metropolitan area and beyond”.
I arrived home from this weekend of meditation to see on the TV screen a pure white, whale calf swimming with its mother off Rottnest Island, not far from the Perth coastline. It immediately brought to mind the native Indian prophesy of the white buffalo calf. What were we seeing? A white whale calf, yes, and it was a symbol of much more.
The report in the newspaper next day said that the southern right whale was spotted on the south side of the island, and the albino calf was the first to be seen in this part of Australia. Typically these whales live in the southern and sub Antarctic Ocean before migrating to warmer waters to breed. Calving is thought to occur only every three to five years. They are a threatened species, with only an estimated 10 albinos in the world at any one time. A wildlife officer said it was unusual for a whale of this species, to be born on the west coast rather than on the southern coast of Australia.
I asked the significance of this and what did it symbolise?
“Its significance cannot be overemphasised. The calf birthed so close to your capital city represents a New Age for mankind. It represents the ending of the Contract for the 144,000 who have now successfully completed their journey to light. The hundredth monkey syndrome will now become evident as you watch. Those close to you will begin to activate first, and then the general population. The effect will spread like wildfire and no human will be able to escape the light-touch of another. For as you activate one, they become the touch-screen for another. And so it goes on. The whale represents the Earth library. A new white whale born off your coast represents the addition of new information into the tomes of antiquity to be stored for late use. For your city has done more to assist this process than any other on the planet”.
“Relish the victory. It has been the single factor that has brought humankind to light. You are truly the City of Light now, as indicated by the white calf born close to you to demonstrate completion. Completion of your mission and completion of the task that will now allow humanity to evolve as you have. The drama will escalate; and so will the light, held by the many now. That Light will heal the dark that so desperately struggles to keep hold of human emotions. Very soon the human struggle will become triumphant; with the Light beams radiating out all over the world. We congratulate you, for your work has been undertaken with love for humanity and love of each other”.
I am writing for many people who describe what I am doing as “Soul Contracts” I am not sure if it is the information I gain for myself, that I enjoy most, or the response from others when they receive the words that I have written for them. I have a waiting list!
One of the biggest issues has been my shape. During this time I have felt as if a tight band of elastic has been wound around the top of my chest. It has now moved down my legs and encased both legs from the thighs down. It has been so uncomfortable that I have had a continuous sensation of being bulky, awkward, and bound up firmly. Some days it feels that the wide elastic band has been pulled a notch tighter. And the weight gain is not loose fat, it is firm.
“Realise that the body needs to accumulate new energy to transform. To completely heal and repair, to regenerate and replace – every cell has to heal. For full healing to occur every cell has to be replaced. These so called fat cells are your new replacement cells. Once the drugs you are taking cease, these new cells are waiting to become your body. The new tissue will be your new body and your old one will be completely replaced. The heat you feel is the building and storing of energy for the replacement process. It is a stepped process that occurs for you over time. Your body will become lithe again. You are at the peak of your discomfort.”
Then an exercise: “Remember a time when you were enormously proud of your body; its shape, its weight, and its appearance”. Ok, I see that instantly. The days of aerobics and my cobalt blue shoes and leotard! Oh how I wish I had a photo of me then! Size 8-10!
“Right; live each day as you were then; proud of your body and with a self-concept of great shape. What was inside you wasn’t great, but the outside of you was certainly well presented”.
How can you know that? “We know that because we speak to you from inside your body”.
“Rest is necessary, as the fat cells begin to form your new body, the one you have ordered. It will be easy to move. The cumbersome-ness is necessary for many reasons. Replacement occurs when an old cell is engulfed by a new one. It is a coded DNA response, and can now be achieved by any human who can believe it to be possible. The new cells are generated and built upon your original cells to begin the engulfing process. Drink a lot and you will wash the unneeded refuse away. No you will not explode, although it feels as if you might. Eat lightly, for soon your body will have little need for food. Once or twice a day and fresh food will be what you will choose. This is a process that uses up a lot of energy. You will feel tired, so rest and sleep. The process will be completed in months…”
I had another session with Chrissie who walked me though my death fears once more. This enabled me to feel confident of accepting my new body and living in it long term without any fear. She took me through each of the emotions harboured at each chakra and cleared them of any issue that I could find.
Then I wrote: “The place where all healing occurs is where you come to the point of discovery within yourself that you are all powerful. That you, and only you, can arrest this obstacle in your body, and decide that you can and will do that”.
In 2001 Helen McCarthy asked loudly and vehemently to be shown how the visible and the invisible work together. Be careful what you ask for.
In the middle of that year she experienced an epiphany. A loud voice shouted the same sentence into her head twice. That sentence made little sense at the time; yet was a premonition of what was to come. She was about to live the answer to her question through a cancer diagnosis.