The building of the earth’s new grids began, and 70 arrows of light created the stability, as they contacted the iris of the eye, which equates to the skin of our body. The rotational speed was 7000 cycles per second.
The year began with sufficient stamina to complete five or more tasks each day. I have been so exhilarated with this level of energy.
One Friday there was much to achieve. I began by visualizing the completion of several things on my ‘To Be Done List’ before a 2.30 meeting. The writing for our next Spin Circle meeting, some house hold tasks, choosing and ordering pavers for my new outdoor entertaining area, and the list continued to six items, all to be completed before an afternoon meeting. I visualized the result of completing each task and airing at the meeting in time. This happened perfectly, I was in awe of my effort. The key was seeing the completion of each activity on the list, before I started. I visualized what was to be the end result before I began. A new skill!
My ability to stand has been reduced because of pain. There seemed to be almost full movement in the feet, with only limited restriction.
I woke each day seeing the geometry spinning as an internal image, which disappears as I open my eyes.
It was the best month I have had for a long time, physically, emotionally and mentally. I have been very happy to be alone. I am grateful for my friends and my life in general, it’s great to be alive.
There are now 80 arrows stabilizing the body at 8,000 cycles per second spin rate. The rotation has reversed to an anti clockwise spin! This meant that a drop to the zero point field had occurred. An escalation of spin rate to surpass the 7,000 cycles per second to exceed the former spin rate by 1,000 cycles per second had been effected.
My Guide team tells me that I have taken the greatest leap forward in past seven weeks. The balance in the body is finely tuned. My energy levels are high, and at the same time require management as I can ‘overdo it’ easily. This can result in a day at home resting. I am experiencing many frequency changes that came as sound emissions, each one toning a new note inside my head.
The body is SO hot that I feel that I am in slow self-combustion. The feet are very hot too, as they repair incrementally.
I have had serious cramping. I have solved this by asking, ‘What is the reality I am unwilling to experience?’ That reality is pain. I assure the body that in every moment I am 100% well, so pain is not part of that reality, and the cramp is gone instantly. As soon as I resist, it re-appears.
What you resist; persists.
For the first time in four years I have fingernails. My sight is blurred, even with my new glasses on! My voice has changed both in depth and timbre. Strangely a gap between my teeth which I have had for years has closed up. A toothpick will no longer fit between those two teeth. Has the jaw changed shape?
A message from the guide team informed me that “All that has been in this life and every other has been erased and wiped clean”.
I have begun to voice channel.
I received a call from one of the hypnotherapists who trained in Perth with Dolores Cannon. She received a message that there was work for me to complete before the cancer cleared completely. My subsequent session with her, dealt with present life events. The resolution of all the paperwork I had ever signed with anyone else, the cancellation of business agreements made verbally and in writing, vows, promises and agreements were all cancelled and negated. With her help I made them null and void. I offered appreciation and thanks to groups of people who had played an important part in my life, and who I had not previously acknowledged. My mind scanned the body for any area to be addressed and went to work to rectify anything that was found unresolved. It was a long session where I completed the emptying out and tidying up; closing the door to what had been my life.
A group of us went to Melbourne for the Kryon workshop which was thoroughly enjoyable. Devastating bush fires broke out on the Saturday. People came to the workshop on Sunday, who had lost their homes the day before. This was a testament to the group energy that weekend; a positive environment in which to gently acknowledge loss of home and possessions. Black Saturday as it became known left its impression on all of us in Melbourne that weekend.
I experienced several days of self-doubt. Who am I to be writing these words, who am I to be regenerating this body? I was stuck in an old thought pattern. I asked for confirmation that I was going in the right direction. If I was; send me a frog, one that is clearly visible. The doubt passed, with the decision that a restored body is all the proof I required. I consequently forgot about the frog.
That old repetitive thought pattern facilitated my drop to the Zero point field and my new escalation in spin rate. When my new speed rate increased I forgot all about it until…
Opening the blinds one morning I was absolutely stunned to see a frog, a large brown frog, climbing up the water feature in the centre of the pond! It was a frog unlike any other I have seen in the garden! There is my confirmation. I moved closer to the frog, which did not move; to discover I had hundreds of potential confirmations in the water. She had laid hundreds of eggs in the pond. How many potentials did I need for reassurance? I laughed aloud when Katrin asked me ‘Who would want 400 motor bike frogs in their back yard?’ She was right. The frog was a motor bike frog, because they sound like motor bikes changing gear as they croak. What a chorus to look forward to!
There were now 85 arrows of stabilization at a rotational speed of 8,500 cycles per second. The upper diamond was not yet fully formed like the lower two diamonds. The Emotional Taps which pushed me forward this month consolidated the formation of the upper diamond.
I woke to see the geometry inside me as clear as a diamond, sparkling and spinning very fast, clockwise. Each morning over last ten days I saw a star, extending its arms to double the usual length, and bending as if to make a circle.
A month of Emotional Events: to speed up my progress.
Emotional tap number one: Firstly, Mum and the cancellation of her driver’s license. This was such a delicate issue for us, as we knew that to remove Mum’s independence was not something she would readily accept. As we observed her recent driving ability our hearts were in our mouths. As her memory was fading, so was her ability to drive the car. We agreed that it was not in anyone’s best interest for her to be driving.
We made an appointment with her GP, who inferred that my sister and I had placed him in a no choice situation. He said, as he made the cancellation, that he hoped we would be as good as our word and assist mum with transport.The flow of emotion behind his words was derogatory. We had been driving mum to all her appointments for months now. I felt angry that he would judge us as neglectful, rather than observe the fact that Mum was a danger to everyone on the road.
This action not only put our mind at rest, but assured her safety on the road, and everyone else’s too. How dare he? The subsequent sale of her car followed, which Mum said was a sad event. To lose her car, was to lose her last remnant of independence. My emotions were stirred up over these events.
Emotional tap number two.
The removal of the port: Long term delivery of intravenous drugs is done through what is called an infuser port. This is a device that is fitted into the body during anesthetic, to conduct the chemotherapy drug into the veins. It circumvents the search for veins which are apt to collapse when they have been needled many times. This I saw many instances of, as arms were soaked in hot water to locate a vein. As I had finished chemo for good, I decided it was time to have my port removed. That was exciting!
This was a simple procedure, yet I slept for three days. I found that the FSM session I had scheduled for the day after the procedure; did not assist with the effects of the anesthetic, to the degree that it had in the past. Is there an optimal personal vibrational level for which the FSM machine works best? What was happening? Was I losing my knack of creating a scenario in my mind, and then stepping into it? That was what troubled me. I was stirred up about this too.
Emotional tap number three.
Mum again. She held out her hands to me, and said that she could no longer feel her fingers. Is this an indication that the body is closing down? I have known intellectually that she will leave the body soon, but this was a cellular reminder that this may be closer than I thought. I had a day of meltdown.
Emotional tap number four.
Sam and Charlotte bought a house, only to find that the large mature eucalyptus tree in the backyard had been ring barked prior to settlement.
Emotional Tap Number Five
Hannah and Dan had their house broken into, and both their cameras were stolen. With them went all the photos of their life with Bodhi and life in Broome!
As a family, we were being presented with so many emotional events simultaneously. They were for a purpose. What is it? Each of these taps lasted only a short time, maybe an hour or two. Certainly much less time was spent resolving them than at any other time in my life. The possible imminence of Mum’s death took longer and required isolation. I had the sense that I was being prepared for something that will require me to move quickly through any emotional response, which I may be presented with.
The lower legs seemed to be affected by the anesthetic used during the removal of the port, as they appeared heavier than they have been although they had more movement. The tight ring moved around the ribs again; with some weight loss!
There are 90 arrows of light, to stabilise the spin speed rate of 9,000 cycles per seconds. Those emotional taps did a great job to align and interlock all three diamonds.
Val saw a liquid within my cells, this she thought was the reason for the weight gain. This was no doubt liquid crystal, of our silicon body.
A friend’s mother died. I observed that no matter how we think we may be prepared for this, our emotional response is intense. I know that this is before me also, and I found solace in speaking with her.
I went to a concert and I felt my body respond to the music by opening up to the notes as if they were entering the body. I was told I was being prepared for something. The rest of the month was about Mum’s diagnosis. The cancer had progressed, and a new assessment was made for increased home care. Mum was rated as not requiring an increase in care, as she had boasted to the assessing nurse that she had walked to the chemist that morning. This was quite true as I had driven around the streets searching for her. I had a cry from sheer frustration.
There is huge tension around my ribs as if I am in a vice and being squeezed and released. I am experiencing darts of pain in specific areas of the body for a few seconds at a time. The skin is itchy and very dry.
As I awoke on Monday the geometric spin was going faster than I have seen it spin.
I have been erratic with supplements for the first time ever. Maybe they are not as necessary as they have been.
Great gains in feet repair. Both feet can now be flexed both upwards and downwards. My toes are able to curl up beneath my feet as they used to do in yoga. I can feel the mechanics of my feet whilst I walk. I feel more grounded in my legs. In fact I am getting sensory messages in my legs, they goose bump when I get messages rather than my arms.
My whole body feels incredibly heavy.
“All new processes require a team of catalysts to get the ball rolling and the ball is now ready to be passed to each and every human being who lives in your vicinity. Prior to this time this was not the case, for the core group had not solidified the foundations sufficiently for others to have a level of stability that would ensure their success. This has now been reached and the numbers who join you now will become exponential. You have tipped the scales and the Hundredth Monkey Syndrome begins now”, said the Guide team this month.
In 2001 Helen McCarthy asked loudly and vehemently to be shown how the visible and the invisible work together. Be careful what you ask for.
In the middle of that year she experienced an epiphany. A loud voice shouted the same sentence into her head twice. That sentence made little sense at the time; yet was a premonition of what was to come. She was about to live the answer to her question through a cancer diagnosis.