My observations for Val Allen.
8 Feb: I felt my feet, and sensed them moving. I felt my knees rub together when I stand with my legs together. I sensed activity in the left breast, as busy movement. I am not sure if this is something to be concerned about. Fig: 1 shows how the heart and the mind energy were focused inwards, on my feet. The retraction of energy from the skin internalised the process to keep my focus on my intent to walk.
14 Feb: I have had such a high note in my right ear, like a jet plane taking off, for a few seconds at a time. This was my unique note vibrating through my body, to contribute to the healing process.
24 Feb: Fig: 2 showed me internalising the light that flowed in through my rainbow axis from the Cosmos and the Earth; my cosmic connection was more intense than my Earth connection. Val saw little cancer activity in the body.
From my journals:
Test: Bone scan, and an ECG to check on the elasticity of the heart.
I began to look at houses to buy. Where would I like to live and in what sort of house?
Can you describe to me what it is that we do to spiritualise matter?
‘It is the process by which the Soul, invited in through intent, joins the material body and begins the upgrade that allows your cellular metabolism to jump frequencies and vibrational states. It is like changing to a satellite dish from a TV antenna – a broader and more powerful beam is focussed into the cells. That beam contains colour frequencies as well as the whole computer upgrade package – more frequency, more memory and more concentrated power’.
‘That is what the Soul does when it enters the physical body. It is a huge transformer that unplugs all the old circuits, and reconfigures every connection point in your bodies. It is the ultimate makeover. If it was a fast process you would be totally immobilised for a long time. To be successful it is a slow, stepped, program. When you begin to transform, it is like rewiring your house. Every piece of conduit is removed; every wire is replaced and refitted. If you are still living in the house you require power; so it is phased in for you, in the physical house of your body. It is a phased process for once it has begun it is under constant construction.
Uncomfortable at times but hey, so much more effective than the old model isn’t it? And you didn’t even have to do a trade in. It was an old purchase made good. We enjoy a joke you know!!’
MARCH and APRIL:
There was no movement on the house sale, so I met with the agent to lower the price. My time was spent between Mum’s, the family beach house at Mandurah, my own home, and Geoff’s. While in Shenton Park Hospital my previous partner visited me and slowly our relationship developed again.
I organised Samuel’s 21st birthday celebrations which required more activity than I thought I was capable of. At the party the family was surprised and delighted when I took my first unaided steps that day using the walls to balance me. That was a miracle!
It was eight months and one week since my legs became numb, and nerve repair was happening. I sensed flexibility in my ankles, and could swish the bathroom floor with the towel under my feet, if I held on to the rail. I had a feeling of lightness in my lower legs; they were not as heavy as they had been. The legs felt as heavy as lead and I felt continuous pain as continuous pins and needles. The pain was lessening as the numbness slowly subsided. I could at last step into my jeans while holding onto the rail! It had been a struggle, dressing while sitting down, and lifting a numb bum with my arms.
April 14th It was my last day at Shenton Park. I was discharged. I have reached a performance that had precluded any more support from them. I could walk with a walking stick. The Head Physio said that my ability to walk was extraordinary considering my initial gluteus maximus ratings were 0 and 1 out of a fully functioning count of 5. Fig: 3 showed a reconnection of the circulatory system of light and the physical senses. More pulse points downloaded onto my Tree of Life pattern.
I called the University of WA’s Institute of Human Movement to ask if I could be assessed for a physio program to continue rehabilitation. I was accepted and stage two of my rehabilitation began.
April 21st Val saw that the new blueprint had downloaded in a series of pulses in various areas of my body. That meant that the original framework of my invisible body had gone, and in its place a new invisible structure of light was being consolidated. It was in place except at the knees, which I could not raise at that point.
My guides said:
“Know that as you progress along the path of recovery, the consolidation of your new blueprint continues in synch with others in the group, because as we have explained before, you activate each other like touch screens on a computer. It will take time for each new attachment to be made and activated. This is happening already, so be aware that your ability to walk once more is guaranteed. Keep talking to your cells and the process will speed up”.
As a Group Soul we were certainly doing that with the amount of hands on work that was happening for me and those around me.
The business was losing money. It was time to close it down. My focus had been on this body of mine and nothing else. It was time to make some changes. In a few days I had the clarity I required to call four selected customers, and offer them the opportunity to learn the manufacturing process in return for a fee. I was still unsteady on my feet and full of chemo, as I moved through this decision with some trepidation. I asked myself “What will I do for income now”?
At the beach house, I asked myself with annoyance, “What’s the use of looking for a new house when there is no interest in the sale of my old one”? With that I flipped the paper shut. In minutes I had a call from the agent saying that she was expecting two offers that day.
What did the guide team say about placing yourself first and being looked after in return?
The two bidders raised their offers to my original asking price. One offered a thousand dollars more than the other. I asked about the two interested parties. When I heard the plans they had for the property I accepted the lower offer, because of the environmental focus of this purchaser on frog ponds and native flora. ‘How will I tell the higher bidder that you have accepted the lesser offer’, asked the agent? ‘Just tell him I accepted the other offer, he does not need to know the details’. My Buddhic body was getting stronger. I was clear, definite and surer of myself than I had ever been.
I continued the search for a new house. I had six weeks to locate and move out of the old one. This was the only time the house could have sold, because I was ready and able to move. Prior to that I was unable to walk and carry anything. The hardest aspect of walking was balancing while carrying something. I could now stand long enough to pack a box. Until I had conquered the process of standing and packing, I was physically unable to enact a move. In retrospect I saw how this was working. I was the key that determined readiness, not my house – but me. I spent days packing boxes, few at a time.
During one weekend Geoff and I looked at 19 houses. One particular house drew my attention, so I made an appointment to view the property on my own on Tuesday. I walked in and it was my house. It ticked all the boxes for features that were important for me! It was flat, had beautiful wooden floors of jarrah, and more features than I had thought to ask for.
I sat in the car and asked that the figure be downloaded to me which the owner would accept. I received the number, drove to the real estate office and signed the Offer and Acceptance Form, then drove home to Mum’s house. As I walked into kitchen the phone rang, to confirm that I had purchased my new home!!! Yes!
Sam and Charlotte found a unit near the train line to get to and from University easily. We were all set for the next stage of our lives
April 27: My tests results showed a 2mm increase in the tumour size. This resulted in me being taken off the Trial. The 2mm increase in size, created a 24% increase in mass, which put me outside the trial parameters. I had gone into that appointment, with the intention to take myself off the trial. Now I found myself unable to continue due to the increase in tumour size. I felt upset. How Marion laughed. She remembered how I felt about allopathic medicine when she first took me to the hospital. I now acknowledged that every modality had value, in the process of regeneration.
MAY and JUNE:
One of our customers called to accept the offer to purchase the Intellectual Property of the business, which was the process of making the products with the ingredients, described in the Operations Manual. I stepped her through the manufacturing process over the course of a few weeks, introducing her to the systems we used and to the ingredients, the dyes, the moulds, the pouring process, the temperature controls, the fabric choice, the suppliers, and to the team who was still keen to work for her.
My focus was back on the business. It was a successful sale. When the customer saw the figures, she agreed to buy the customer base, plus the plant and equipment. The changeover occurred at the end of June and the relocation in July. Everything was to be trucked out to their lavender farm.
During these two months I remained at Mum’s house, I intended to rent the new house so I could keep an eye on Mum’s deteriorating health. She insisted that I couldn’t move anything to make myself at home. She was adamant that her house be left untouched. So I decided to move into my new house which has stood empty for two months. I would monitor her from a distance.
I surprised the Tai Chi group by joining them to watch one Monday morning. Sheila was stunned that I was able to walk. A former nurse, she kept saying how impressive it was. As I warily walked down a grassy bank towards them, I sloshed in a puddle of mud! That afternoon after chemo, Jane saw me, ankle deep in mud, during a hands-on healing session. An interesting co-incidence?
Had I reconnected to the grids of the Earth once more?
“More than that, you have sunk your codes into the earth, just as you were seen sinking into the mud, ankle deep. There is no going back now. The Earth with help from you, and your network, is well under way to make the transition for Gaia. She has been waiting eons for this release”.
The business was relocated on the 15th July. And so was I.
On that day Geoff hired a truck and moved what little I had kept, into the new house. I had sold every piece of antique furniture, and invited Sam and Charlotte to take anything they required to set up house. I had a bed, books, and a sideboard from the office (my only piece of antique furniture that remained), a computer and clothes; plus kitchen stuff. I had minimised my possessions as my plan was to stay with Mum. The house was a four bedroom two bathroom home; I was going to rattle around in it! As Geoff trucked my gear to the new house, I was at the factory supervising the shift out to the farm. It took three truck loads to complete the job. It was strange to see the place empty, at the end of what was a long day. A chapter of my life closed as I walked out of the factory and locked up.
Driving home exhausted, I realised the date … it was 365 days to the day, that I had gone into hospital, legless! In 365 days my life had transformed completely. No business, new house and a new plan for tomorrow… whatever that may be! I found that amazing, I had not chosen that date, it just worked out like that.
I renewed both my passport and Driver’s License during this month. My new life has begun with new ID details and new documentation. I changed my name back to my maiden name. Three changes; new name on driver’s license, new name on passport and now on all the household bills! My old identity was gone. It was truly a new chapter in my life.
Fig: 5 showed that my new life program had embedded. All points were in balance. This was reflected in my ability to walk and in my successful completion of the business. I was free to move into my new life plan in all ways. The changes completed the full Tree of Life pattern and triggered a white light episode. A fracture or ‘shatter event’ occurred to start a new program which was about to download.
In 2001 Helen McCarthy asked loudly and vehemently to be shown how the visible and the invisible work together. Be careful what you ask for.
In the middle of that year she experienced an epiphany. A loud voice shouted the same sentence into her head twice. That sentence made little sense at the time; yet was a premonition of what was to come. She was about to live the answer to her question through a cancer diagnosis.