Excerpts from my journal plus Val Allen’s observations.
February: At the appointment with Val, she observed that three diamonds were located over the third eye, the thymus, the lumber/pelvis and the female organs. All the diamonds linked together. Figure: 1 showed that the skin appeared very active, bringing light into the meridian system. Val saw that there were eight lines of energy to and from the body, suggesting the activation of a new strand of DNA. (See Kryon for more information). The speed was 930 cycles per second.
I wrote; I seem to have more consistent energy and stamina. I tire easily, yet can do a lot more each day with less effort. My skin is very sensitive; to be touched or patted feels like I am being hit. A skin lesion has healed in eight days, so the speed of repair is now very fast.
I am hearing the messages more clearly. The words I am downloading seem to be accurate for others. I am more confident to share them. I hear the words being spoken as if a person is speaking to me.
I have experienced no heart palpitations in these last six weeks. Yet I am very hot, especially at night. I can’t sleep at night without a fan directed at me. I rarely feel cold even during colder days when others are wearing jackets. I am comfortable in a short sleeve shirt!
The single biggest change for me is the way I am eating, fresh food, lots of juices, fruit and salads. I am feeling so uncomfortable in my body.
I discovered that Herceptin every three weeks is an easy regime. I didn’t find side effects, and those side effects from the oral drugs are now beginning to diminish. My nails are stronger and growing correctly, although the tips of the fingers are still numb. My nasal membranes are still dry. Chemotherapy is presently targeted at the remaining tumours, especially the breast tumour, to reduce its size.
My feet have been quite sore and sometimes burning, from overdoing the walking. The encouraging thing is that I can walk some distance now, down to beach and back after a swim, and around the park. I have been bike riding at the gym, up to four kms, and exercising daily. No change to my weight! I can feel more movement in my feet and have a lot more flexibility in my feet and toes. The real achievement is that I can wear backless shoes for a short time now!! I am no longer confined to walkers!
My body is carrying an extra 15kg of weight.
Can you be precise about the process that is causing this?
“Be aware that few people have experienced what we are doing to you. Do not listen to what others are saying. Notate what is happening. Describe that the weight, which began around your top section, the arms and breasts and has slowly progressed down the body. Describe how at the moment your legs are feeling fat and rubbing against each other. Be assured that your shape will return, and it will be fast when it does. It is not quite ready to begin. You can assist by eating more lightly. It may assist your comfort but the real re-shaping will be underway sooner than you imagine”.
Their short time happens to be 8 years!
“This is a very important process to notate; for those who follow you will experience it, and feel just as perplexed as you do. Sit down and describe this process of weight gain. Begin to see the pattern, because there is one. When you see it you will realise how the engulfment will eliminate the old cells. You will feel renewed as the process accelerates. At the same time the heat will begin to dissipate. Herein lies the clue! When did the heat begin? For it began at the same time the weight accumulated. This is your task for today”.
Feb 22: My last appointment with the neurosurgeon. The bones are now well set and my own bone cells have knitted them into the spine. I felt sorry to be seeing him for the last time. On the same day I had a bone scan. My favourite doctor came and attended to me himself. All went well. The results were good with no further new bone cancer activity.
CT and Ultrasound testing were scheduled for later that day. I came home and went to bed midmorning, because I was tired. I set the alarm to wake me for my afternoon appointments. I woke up at 1.10pm completely confused, not knowing where I was or what I was supposed to be doing. I didn’t feel too well. I drove to the hospital knowing I would be late. The Ultra sound was first. In walked the doctor who had monitored me in 2002. “Do I know you?” Yes, I said, from 2002. He went to check my records, updating my details. Oh yes, he said I certainly do remember you, update me with what has occurred. I gave an abridged version and a tear rolled down my cheek. Why is this bringing up emotion for me? I watched as he tracked the size of the tumours and it brought back my old fear. I began to realise that it is in this environment of impersonal, medical symptom tracking that I find it hardest to hold my own beliefs. I am minimised to become a body with a set of symptoms. The greatest part of me is ignored.
A woman came in with the contrast for the CT scan. They were in a panic that you haven’t begun to drink the contrast. ‘Can you do two glasses now’? Sure no trouble. Down it went. As the contrast hit my stomach, I thought it was going to come straight back up again. The CT scan went smoothly, yet I couldn’t wait to get out, my head was spinning and I felt even worse. I went to the car park in a daze and wound my way home, aware that my driving was uncoordinated. I was so keen to arrive home that I was driving too close to the car in front. I was aware of reducing speed continually to widen the gap between us. I talked to myself to encourage me to keep going. Becoming progressively more ill, with the same old symptoms, driving myself through fog, nausea, and a spinning head feeling not in my body, and barely able to function, I KNEW that the cancer was on the return.
The tumour had once more breached the skin. The three chemo drugs had reduced it considerably to a small lump. Now it was on the move once more.
Feb 27: The oncologist came in after ward rounds, and asked what I was doing there. I was sure I had an appointment. It was agreed that she would see me, without an appointment! The decision was to step up the treatment to Taxoterre, a drug with the common side effects associated with chemotherapy. I took it in my stride. A momentary heart- sink on total hair loss, and I moved on. I told my children that it was time for the big guns. Sam’s reply was that “I have a green afro wig somewhere that would be smashing on you!” Yep, bald will be the new fashion statement.
It was during these few days that Christine gave me one of her channelled Mandalas, from her Galactic series of 33. It was Arcturus! As Chris was creating this piece she rang a couple of times saying that I was in her mind as she worked. I assumed that meant because of the new set of circumstances with my treatment. When she finished the piece, and it was framed, I went to view it. Remember the spontaneous sobbing at Durga’s temple? It was repeated when I held the Arcturus Mandala for the first time. Some part of me knew that geometry well!
See www.christinerainbird.com for other examples of her work.
I felt well supported as this new phase began in my life.
Val saw that the speed had increased slightly to 950. The diamonds now sat at the third eye, the throat, the breast/heart, and the thymus. Fig: 2 showed that the skin activation had slowed from intense to normal. The eight arrows of energy into and through the body was constant, indicating DNA communication.
Have I had a guide change?
“You certainly have. You went to multidimensional levels where some of us have not been. So we were disconnected from you. Although you felt that sense of disconnection, it was indeed ours. We are reconfiguring now. Another few days and we will be in place once more… Your sense of isolation and wishing to be removed from the presence of others, and not interacting with them is quite normal. At these times, containment of self and your own inner resources are essential. It is most appropriate for your energy to be isolated and for your family and friends to be removed at this time too”
A few days later I ask what has occurred for me: The reply:
“Since Sunday (March 5th) we wish to enlighten you about your process of the last few days. You have been reconstructed. Every attachment to your fields of energy has been disconnected, and every attachment has been replaced into a new configuration; just as you would take apart an intricate piece of machinery and reassemble it after maintenance. This we have done to you; but instead of being put back together in the old configuration, we have changed every point of attachment to a new way of being. This means, that although you function as you always have, HOW you function cannot be assumed to be the same again. Those who encounter you will be similarly reconfigured”.
What is the reason for this?
“The reason for doing this is simple. You commanded that your healing be brought into the present; which is now-time. To be healed in now- time, required the re-configuration to be done now. That is your remission, completed. You are healed as of this moment. Your fields are clear of all disease and you are free of all past karma. You have been reborn into your body once more. The reason you are finding people and places difficult, is that such renewed energy is similar to that of a new born baby, experiencing life on earth for the first time. This, of course is not true for you. You are familiar with every aspect of life on earth and do not need to be tentative to explore it. Yet to carry an energy field in such a pristine state around with you feels very unfamiliar. Be aware that it will take some time yet to feel comfortable with your new field. Take your new ‘field’, out for short trips; then come home to regroup, like you would a child in a stroller”!
“Your ability to amplify is huge”.
“Do not over exert yourself. You have become the diamond. If you overdo it, the consequences can be detrimental”.
Intravenous delivery of the new drug Taxotere was delivered on 28 March, on the 26 April; and again on 8 May. I experienced a lack of sleep from steroids, a red face, and lots of three day happenings. For example; a spider bite on my face, a twinging gall bladder meridian, heart arrhythmia and heartburn. Then along came a cold. It’s a clearing the Voice said. I have had a cold for over a week now. It’s almost gone. I experienced general hair loss for about three on the 2, 3, 4 May. Then it stopped. I am supposed to lose all my hair on this treatment. It has thinned, not fallen out completely. The bands of tightness around the ribs are beginning to ease. The chest is more comfortable. The old carbon body is separating from the new silicon zone! The cold was a clearing of more old material from the carbon body.
I wrote at chemo; “We have organised this detour for you. Your healthy cells are being totally protected in every way. They are vital for your forthcoming transformation; expect it soon, for it has already begun. All is in our hands. Leave it to us to complete your total transformation into the New Age Human. We eagerly await this time; for those who know you well, will not recognise you as you become a new human in every way. You are suffering not only from the drugs, but from releasing your old way of life!”
April: While applying makeup I became a bit concerned when the mascara became lumpy. Is it running out? I put my face closer to the mirror to discover that most of my eyelashes had fallen out and there was nothing for the mascara to stick to! There were so few eyelashes, that the mascara hung precariously on what few I had left! I laughed and laughed.
In a download of writing, it was described how our bodies have similar features to computers.
“To begin with, you hold the keys to your future inside your own body. Harboured in your DNA are the programs that we have installed to allow you to shine like no other. For each one of you designed yourselves with “silicon chips” of information spiralled by light into your cells and embedded into your DNA. As your vibratory levels have increased, your Guides have been at work upgrading your original information packages, just as you do with programs on your computer”.
In 2001 Helen McCarthy asked loudly and vehemently to be shown how the visible and the invisible work together. Be careful what you ask for.
In the middle of that year she experienced an epiphany. A loud voice shouted the same sentence into her head twice. That sentence made little sense at the time; yet was a premonition of what was to come. She was about to live the answer to her question through a cancer diagnosis.