2005. What you see depends upon what you are looking for. (Unknown)
From the Guide Team:
The Soul in its electric state is the driver through the electromagnetic field. The electromagnetic field is the field in which you live each moment of your life. The Soul gathers data as to whether it is time to download more of you. The new Indigo Operating Program is the mechanism through which another Soul Aspect can join the human you to expanding your capacity to hold light. This is not unlike networking computers. When you network a series of computers, they interface together to produce something that a single computer could not produce alone. We are referring here to output.
So it is with your Soul. While incorporating your Indigo Program, your old Soul Aspect was extinguished. Your old Soul Aspect that had guided and partnered you to this point could go no further. Its task was complete. It self- folded like a flame and left you so that you could be accompanied by a new soul aspect. Some of you refer to this flame as the three fold flame of love, wisdom and power.
The love was your own to find as you made this journey into yourself. When you found that self love you came to appreciate yourself in a new way. Your reliance on others was no longer as necessary, for the source of all love is internal love. By the time the new Soul set of your Indigo Program was installed you had come to appreciate yourself and your own capacity as a human being. This was an enormous healing for you, because it shed your karmic dross from so many lifetimes. That dross was a component part of the particles that the Earth willingly accepted as you cleared your physical and etheric body. You had been detoxifying continuously to reach this point. All of members of the Group Soul, were doing that whether you had the symptoms of detoxification or not. You could not have reached this point without finding a new type of self appreciation. As your Soul flame folded in upon itself, all that you held as true about the old you, vanished as the Soul flame extinguished it.
Wisdom comes with self appreciation, for you cannot view yourself as worthy without wisdom. This process is all about YOU. It is the guide to the renewal of your personality in all its forms, as much as it is about the renewal of the inner workings of the body. You began to think differently at this point, for you began to see just how valuable you were as a human being. For that is all that matters, you with you. That is wisdom! You began to not only value yourself you also valued those around you. Your old ideals and judgements started to fade. Self love begets love of others. It is the beginning of what you might call heart service, which is the seed that was planted in your heart. At that moment the body begins to relinquish information to you; information that has always been there; right inside every cell. You are human library, as self valuation is the key to unlock that vast resource within you.
Power comes from the new soul aspect that is waiting to partner with you. Your new Soul aspect replaces the old one. It installs itself into your body, to become your new partner. It takes time for you to explore this new aspect of self, for every thought, word and deed has become more conscious to you. You begin a process of introspection in a way that is almost second nature. It was may be the first time you became aware of what was happening internally. It took precedence to holding an external focus, so life around you became less exciting, and you lost interest in the business. Your new interest was the desire to Be more than you had been; and to follow the path that led you deeper into your inner exploration. It occurred for all of you when you became less interested in the workings of your external world, because you were all walking new paths, internally. Those paths are much revered by Judaists, who hold this at the centre of a teaching they refer to as the Kabbalah.
The Kabbalah is the multi-choiced route to self discovery through the balance of your male and female creativity. Its diagram is one of the most distinguished of symbols, and represents the multitude of ways in which an individual may walk internally to find the ‘Centre of the Self”. In 2005 you found in your own unique way the path to the Centre of yourself. For once you find the centre of yourself; you unlock the wisdom of the ages, and the secrets of the Universe, because they lie within each one of you, in your DNA. The journey is the most sacred of all. Seekers have taken lifetimes to do this. With the partnership of your new Soul aspect, you found the route within one year, with ease. That is the power of your new Soul. What has taken lifetimes, now takes moments. Reflect on this; for it is the paradigm with which you all work now.
As you and your new Soul began to partner together, the spin of every particle, both seen and unseen, escalated quickly didn’t it? Figures 1-6 shows how the escalation of spin increased. The power of the new Soul aspect is the key to its accelerated spin. It gives you speed; and the ability to access dimensions at a rate that far outpaced any previous capacity you had as a human. When the spin/speed makes its incremental changes and notches up a gear, you are able to traverse dimensions with ease, though this dimension and all others. That is when the internal knowledge you hold within you begins to teach you something that is when your internal knowledge from your internal DNA releases information that is only for you. It is a special gift to others on this planet, which comes when you find your unique path through the maze of the Kabbalah. Inside the library of every cell is unique information that only you hold. Others may know the content of what you know. How they interpret and deliver that information will never be the same as yours. This is how special you are!
My weekly schedule ran like this: Monday mornings became physiotherapy sessions at the gym – think lots of people with disabilities. Yes there were treadmills, yet the equipment was designed to rehabilitate broken bodies. Monday afternoon was Chemotherapy. Tuesday I spent recovering from chemo, which often meant I would often sleep a lot. Wednesday was hydrotherapy day; and Thursday I was back at physiotherapy in the gym.
The oncologist reported that all the tumours were shrinking. My medication was adjusted by removing one of the daily oral chemo drugs for a short time because my hands were red, swollen, and peeling. I used my arms, hands and upper body that push a wheelchair along, so my hand damage was preventing me moving about.
A session of energy healing from my cousin Jane after chemo treatment removed the side effects, which eased any symptoms I experienced after chemo.
I revised my invocations and rewrote the words I spoke to the liquid drug, to deal with a set of side effects that were unexpected. Jane’s reiki and energy work post chemo changed that completely.
In Mid-January, with my brother’s help, I listed my house for sale. My cottage on an acre was too hard to maintain. I hadn’t been able to enter and exit easily in the wheelchair nor negotiate the house easily once inside it, due to its floor plan. My brother phoned the agent with the most listings in my area and briefed her on my situation. He must have painted a dim picture, because she told me that she was frightened to visit me due to his description of me as a cancer patient. This description was not my reality at all. She arrived with her family as support. We laughed as she left as she did a great job.
January 16: I fell. It was a huge fall off a three legged stool and I felt so shattered, that I refused help to get up. All of me hurt! It was a ‘shatter event’ that knocked me into chaos so a new program of light may download with ease. It was no different to downloading a new computer program. You can’t install a new one while the old program is operating. It took a severe jolt, like this to put my cells into chaos.
It is through cellular chaos that Light installs new programs.
It took three day to stabilise, transform and integrate the new codes through the DNA. As a result of the fall, I lost confidence at my ability to balance at the gym.
The image in Figure 2 shows that the fall installed the circuitry of my new Tree of Life program. I continued to explore balance at every level; physical balance, emotional balance, mental balance and spiritual balance. The 600 spin speed represented physicality. My internal process integrated my new circuitry because the light support through the crystals of the skin remained withdrawn, causing my Earth connection to remain tenuous. The internalised process focused my intent to walk again.
Here I was six months later, still alive, on crutches, with the wheelchair at the ready! I visited the same doctor, who told me I would not live for another six months; nor walk again. He appeared to have changed his mind. While speaking to my colleagues at the gym, I discovered that they had had their driver’s license cancelled and their permanent wheelchairs measured up and delivered. They asked me how I felt about that. I had been measured up for a permanent wheelchair, yet I was still using one belonging to the hospital. Neither of those things had happened to me. The same doctor spoke to me about…. Wait for it!! DAH DAH!!… Re-licensing me to drive an automatic car! Something had changed his mind. It was the crutches that did it!
I spent time sorting through my belongings, which felt alien to me, as I hadn’t seen them for six months. I felt indifferent to much of what I owned, because I required so little. I had successfully lived with a couple of track suits and a toiletries bag for months! Hannah and Bodhi visited, Bodhi was pulling himself along. He can sit by himself wobbling a bit, just like me. A team of friends arrived as a Busy Bee to clean up and refresh the garden with new plants, rake the leaves and compost the soil. Our home looked completely different when they left, ready to sell to someone special. What genuine friends I have to help me. I am so blessed.
January 20: I collected my new car, which my brother had found for me. Its hatch back fitted the wheelchair easily. I still required the wheelchair if I was to be out and about for any length of time. I used crutches for short shopping trips; longer distances required the wheels. I was so excited at being independent again, and very cautious on the road as my room-mate at Shenton Park had been in a car accident. This was a reality check of the biggest kind. She and I became great mates, and we both cried when she left to go home, as we each knew just how much the other had worked, to reclaim what functionality our bodies had.
On that day I actually stood, on the treadmill at the gym! Holding onto the handrails I walked as the belt turned slowly. That day was a milestone, a marker of significance. I drove myself to the gym in my new car, and walked on the treadmill. Mind you I required help to get off it! Steps were still a challenge.
In 2001 Helen McCarthy asked loudly and vehemently to be shown how the visible and the invisible work together. Be careful what you ask for.
In the middle of that year she experienced an epiphany. A loud voice shouted the same sentence into her head twice. That sentence made little sense at the time; yet was a premonition of what was to come. She was about to live the answer to her question through a cancer diagnosis.