Excerpts from my journals and observations from my appointments with Val Allen:
January: Fig: 1 shows that Val saw all seven anticlockwise vortices were spinning at 300 cycles per second, creating another White Light Moment. Three vertical spirals were balancing and spinning clockwise at the same rate. A Pulse of energy was seen above each of the seven horizontal vortices, creating a 7/3/7 of chakra energy, as one blueprint gradually conceded its energy to the higher blueprint. Physics again! The three vortices of your conscious human intent worked with your Soul energy to hold the pattern in place while the patterns were exchanged.
The energy in the body appeared huge, with 80% of it going into the Earth and 20% of into the body.
I began the year with a special workshop with Dawn, who facilitated a day of appreciation. We received the book “Happiness is a Choice”, which confirmed the guiding principles I had deliberately chosen two years ago, by which to live my life. We engaged in a session of gratitude. With an A4 page before us we wrote our gratitude list. I filled my page on both sides. That was my measure of how far I had come in a short time. There was so much to be grateful for, small many things. I began with the big ones which numbered about 60.
I give gratitude for:
*my belief that I am capable and empowered
*my belief in a higher source
*my connection to that source
*the information my body holds from that union
*the teaching my children have offered me
*my wisdom in seeing that they have wisdom which I don’t
*the sharing between the three of us that is unique and special
*the family that the three of us have created
*for the space we have created together
*for my family of origin
*for the relationship with my Mum
*for the relationship with special friends
*and with my sister who I hardly knew
*for the respect my brother offers in regard to my choices
*for my nieces and nephews whose company I thoroughly enjoy
*for my work that has built up my resilience
*for my creativity that has created an income
*for my love of plants and essential oils
*for the journey into natural healing
*for my acceptance of energy as an invisible force that strengthens consciousness
*for my understanding of vibrational medicine
*for my children’s acceptance of this form of medicine
*for my communication skills
*for the level of openness and honesty that the three of us share
*for my willingness to embrace new thinking and practise
*for my tumour
*for the journey it has taken me on
*for the coincidences that have guided the journey
*for Maureen and her clairvoyance
*for Marion without whom I could not have been as steadfast
*for Sandy and her gift of insight
*for Val and her ability to see the inside workings of the body
*for Jennifer and her encouragement
*for Georgia and our adventures
*for Leeann and her unfailing support
*for my writing ability
*for the Colour therapy course and all those in it
*for my choice to be part of the group that has changed how I think about everything
*for those who have challenged me – I am stronger because of them
*for those who support me
*for my intellect
*for my guide team
*for my health
*for the periods of ill health that have taught me so much
*for the books I have read
*for the sessions that have embellished my discoveries
*for the dictation that teaches me so much
*for my resentments which I know hold me back
*for the day to day discoveries that fill me with happiness – and grief
*for the time I have spent alone
*for the time I spend joyfully with others
*each day – for it brings its own rewards
*for the birds that bring me joy….time up and I haven’t finished yet!
My words gushed forth with ease, measuring of my growth. The last three years have taught me so much in appreciation. I thoroughly enjoyed reading “Happiness is a Choice”, as it was exactly what I had spontaneously chosen for myself since 2001, written down just as I had discovered it!
Mum had her second breast operation. Not a lumpectomy this time, but a mastectomy to the right breast. Going through family medical records, I discovered that Dad’s bowel cancer operation was performed on the 30/10/1994. Dad made his transition on his birthday 21/8/2000, just as his mother had died on her birthday. The thought that I may do something similar, passed through my mind. A discharge was coming from my breast, and the kidneys were rather painful.
I went shopping for baby clothes and equipment, with Hannah, whose baby is due in June. My first grandchild! My daughter is having a child, the miracle of family and procreation. I was so excited.
We began to manufacture an export order that arrived from SE Asia.
Later that evening as I was cooking in the kitchen, I heard flames in our paddock. A young lad had lit a fire. I heard the family argument from the house which was a good walk away from where he and his family stood. The fire brigade put it out quickly, not before a bit of running about with water buckets on our part, as there was no water outlet on that part of the property. That put my cells into chaos.
My diary records two sick days – or ‘well days’ as the voice suggests.
The voice who dictates the words said: “Your day today, heralds great things to come. Do you remember me advising you of a time when your skills would exceed those you have now, and how embellishment would take place? This has now begun. Not too long to go until we will all be on the same wavelength together, my dear. Rest and prepare for the grandest adventure. Your faith will move mountains”.
Nat, who was back in Perth from New Zealand for a holiday, was with me packing the car. We were heading to the holiday house at Mandurah for the weekend when walking out the door, a dugite met us. The snake was drinking water from the pot plant saucer. Dugites are poisonous and this one was more than a metre in length. The snake became startled to see us watching and slid off to curve in a perfect arch around the rock wall of the garden, visible to us yet probably not to anyone else. I wondered how many times this snake had visited the front door to drink from that water. Neither Nat nor I moved. When we felt it was safe we walked to the car and I let Samuel know to be aware of our visitor.
What did the snake visit mean?
“It was your snake, and your reaction was perfect. No fear, just healthy respect. Healthy respect for the serpent is a sign of courage and tenacity. Transcendence of your fears is the criteria we are looking for to begin our more serious work with you. Should you have been fearful; delays would have been necessary in relation to your work. Snake energy is direct and deep. The snake hibernates during the cold and becomes active with new warmth. So it is with you, your time of hibernation ends now, and your training with us begins in earnest. Do not expect to be without challenges. Each one will be of a level that brings new insights, new wisdom and knowledge”.
Hannah had an ultrasound. She is having a boy!
I began to talk to the smallest light particles in my body. The author of ‘Love Without End’; Belinda Green calls them adamantine particles. After a recent conversation with Marion (2013) she believes they may be the Higgs Boson particle.
The diary records three or four sick/lethargic/tired days this month. I just want this lump gone!
Feb 28: A turn-around in my thinking came after asking myself some very direct questions. For what reason did I put the business on the market originally? When I answered those questions honestly, it came down to not taking responsibility.
Woh! What else am I not taking responsibility for?
In 2001 Helen McCarthy asked loudly and vehemently to be shown how the visible and the invisible work together. Be careful what you ask for.
In the middle of that year she experienced an epiphany. A loud voice shouted the same sentence into her head twice. That sentence made little sense at the time; yet was a premonition of what was to come. She was about to live the answer to her question through a cancer diagnosis.