Early in the year, I questioned the Diagnostic team who did the ultrasound testing. They told me that they do not monitor anyone who is not having “treatment” at the hospital. So no one like me is seen. My Cancer Activity count dropped from 53 to 47
At Chi Gung class I tested positive on MICROWAVED WATER!!! Sifu was so shocked, he left the class. How could that be; surely pure filtered water is best for me to drink? Apparently when the vibrational field extends beyond the light spectrum, microwave water is better. At that moment my Soul frequency matched that of the microwave band, which is defined as… electromagnetic energy ranging from approximately 1 GHz to 100 GHz in frequency.
My Soul was introducing me to frequencies outside my normal third dimensional range as I stepped up my vibration through Intent. All my beliefs about pure food and water were shattered in that moment.
At Colour Therapy Classes I was learning about the frequencies of light, and was astonished by this, as I began to own the fact that I was truly expanding vibrationally.
During the Diploma year we explored each of the chakra areas of the body; their colours and the emotional, mental and physical states that sat within each one.
I had been introduced to the chakras by my yoga teachers in the 1980’s. I learnt that the tumour sat in the band pass – the green zone of the body. My task was not only to eradicate the tumour but to heal the process that put it there.
In 2002 I learned how to get closer to me; to the inner me, just as the introductory letter told me I would. I learned about my inner self. No-one had ever taught me how to find this part of me. I explored it and experienced it in a way that I had never done before.
I discovered that I am bands of colour that vibrate as a set of harmonised frequencies. My name is a series of colour vibrations, because each letter of the alphabet has its own frequency and colour. We explored the variances amongst our group, and what that meant for each of us. Each musical note is a colour vibration. So is each number. We explored our birth dates to see which colours we had chosen for our entry date onto planet earth. We learnt how to eat food from each colour zone to revitalise the body. We learnt how each of the herb plants I grew vibrates to a colour, as did every crystal, every essential oil, indeed everything in existence vibrates to a colour. All my learning was through experience, which I loved.
I discovered that colour is the vibration of matter, everything that has a vibration has a colour. I was vibrating, I had colour. The vertical rainbow axis that was inside me was my source of divine light. Light is Divine Source Intelligence, I am a TINY FRAGMENT OF SOURCE; a fractal of God.
I discovered that like Life itself I am LIGHT. Colour is the glue of our body, our world and this Universe.
I knew I was healing. I could feel it. Yet it didn’t show up on my tests. My message said that “When you cleanse the physical body you cleanse the external bodies too – the electromagnetic bodies of light that extend though and beyond us.”
It was an awesome year. Yet my diary entries were repetitive with sentences like:
So sick I stayed at home
I felt I wanted to sleep, to stay in bed.
Left work to go home
Came home from work with a headache
Huge headache for afternoon tea
Woke up with a headache and cancelled my day
Don’t feel I can push myself
How many times has it been recently that I come home from work to sleep with a crashing headache? Hot, cold, hot cold, shivering then boiling
I was absolutely non-functional, came home and went straight to bed.
I leant to listen to the body, not override it. I became very accomplished at that.
I learnt to rest rather than push through. I became good at that too.
I began to eat what the body chose – and slowly relinquished my strict diet.
I had my first adult clairvoyant experience, when the spirit of the coral gum, emerged out of the tree in the backyard.
It occurred to me that if others did what they called automatic writing so could I. I would ask if I would live or not. I would get a Yes/No answer and that would then set the scene for decision making. So one evening I picked up a pen, and with my intention set, I received the words – after about 20 minutes which said:
There is much to be told, please keep writing.
I was looking for a yes or a no. As that sentence didn’t specify either, I ignored it, until sometime later when its meaning dawned on me. Tentatively I began writing without any realisation that this dictation came from the voice that spoke to me in Bali the year before!
Writing was one of my new abilities which the download described at the beginning of this section. I asked the Voice about the tumour and the answer was that the tumour cells are circular.
Aren’t all cells circular?
“In a human who is absorbing light through the skin, the cells of the body change shape to egg shaped. Before your Soul’s emancipation you walled your emotions behind the circular cell walls of your past. Your true expression of self was bottled up, unable to be expressed, because of the circumstances you found yourself in. Yes, you chose those circumstances yet couldn’t find the courage to speak up. In holding your true self expression behind the bars or cell walls of your psyche for so long, you created a spontaneous change in your cells. They are the conscious mirror for the emotional containment you created”; and
“You are integrating and redesigning the shape of those cells. It is a delicate time. Anger and negative emotion are best set aside. It is important for you to be alone. Compassion, love and laughter consolidate the cell change”.
I asked about embedding, a term I had heard and was unsure of its meaning.
“Literally it means the flow of energy into and through a cell; into and through the earth, into and through the human energy field, into and through the cosmos. In cancer the strong walled, circular cells prevent the energy flow into and through the cell walls. They literally become dam walls the flow of energy. To embed means to release the floodgates so the external energy can flow through uninterrupted”.
That was thought provoking. So am I doing this?
“…You are doing this… to heal the cancer; and for the GRID.”
What Grid? What is a grid?
“A grid is an electromagnetic field that flows both within you and outside you. It is the force that enables life. Without it you are not alive”.
“At death, the electromagnetic field is disconnected, just as you would pull a plug out of an electrical socket to disconnect an appliance. The grid is detached at what you call death. No life can exist without an electromagnetic grid of sustenance. All planets with life upon them have an electromagnetic grid that supports life”.
“The new Earth grid is the beginning of a new age for the Earth; an age where the focus will not be on materialism but on spirituality. The changes you see this Christmas (2002) are the beginning of the changes that will accelerate into the New Year. People are no longer valuing things, but like you, are beginning to value themselves. As this accelerates the changes will be profound”.
How does the grid do this?
With the change in electromagnetic energy both inside them, and outside them, people will change their vibration, as you are doing. For you now, material things don’t matter so much. Energy will be more easily conveyed and conduced. It will produce a totally new frequency, one that the earth has not known before – yet it is a frequency that you are familiar with from your interactions with us before this lifetime”.
How are we as a Soul group helping construct the grid?
“You are the lynchpins, the points of contact between us and the Earth. You are the conduits that allow us to anchor the new frequency into the earth itself. As a Soul group you maintain and stabilise the frequency or the vibration, just as you would secure loose fabric with a safety pin. The anchor points create tension that holds the fabric of the grid’s sheath together.
The grid is the area of electromagnetic energy that is generated by the movement of the earth in its proximity to the other nearby planets. All movement creates energy. All energies are connected to the grid. The etheric body of the earth houses ‘the grid’ but it is not attached to the skin of the etheric body, but suspended within its aura.
The appearance of the grid is filamentous, and etheric. It is suspended in the ether and circumnavigates your planet. Its purpose is to convey a layer of protective energy to all living entities on Earth. The energy it transmits to you enlivens every cell in your bodies, giving nourishment and life…
Change as you know is constant. The increase in frequency within your bodies will continue now until your cells hold the quotient of light that will resonate with the new grid, and its intent. We know that your bodies are under stress.
Remember to put yourselves first and all else will be taken care of. Your human aspect wants to do and complete your ‘work’. This is your work.
You will be taken care of. Your attention to yourself and your own needs are paramount. Know that ever detail for you is in our hands. Every concern is registered and accommodated at every moment. Have no fear that your life will be anything but truly happy and carefree”.
Are the 144,000 in place?
“Yes, and like you, they are expressing their human fears and concerns as they let go of their human roles to play an even greater one for humanity and Mother Earth”.
There seems to be a lot of us in Perth. Why?
“Your location is a safe one. Your environment is ideal for this pillar of light to engage. The psyche of the people has been well prepared by the Earth herself. She plays a major role in determining these locations. You are also somewhat isolated from the events and consciousness that exist in other places. So you and your environment are playing one of the major parts at this point in time. Your role is to hold the focus for your group as they go through a time of internal turbulence. The grid is anchored within those humans who have agreed to be part of the energy change to Earth”.
In 2001 Helen McCarthy asked loudly and vehemently to be shown how the visible and the invisible work together. Be careful what you ask for.
In the middle of that year she experienced an epiphany. A loud voice shouted the same sentence into her head twice. That sentence made little sense at the time; yet was a premonition of what was to come. She was about to live the answer to her question through a cancer diagnosis.