When I have days like this (headaches and vomiting) I don’t feel assured at all. My head hurts so much that I can only focus on my head.
“On the days you feel unwell the energy is accumulating within the cells…tomorrow you will release the energy charge into the earth and feel vital and energised. This is the pattern. You are the capacitor for charge. This is the process. Know from the depths of your being that every cell will function to perfection once more”.
In a meditation I was taken through the moon, and became an angel-like form that emerged from the other side of the moon and threw a blanket of warmth that glided around the earth like a piece of silk that flowed in the wind, encircling our planet. Its weave opened as I looked at it closely, a very open weave, silk like fabric. Its completion began as it drew together at all but the top right of the globe where threads stuck out like fishing line. I began to weave the broken strands together in my mind, yet it wasn’t complete.
In Perth many light workers shared their talents with groups of us to support the process we were all in. Sound meditations were profound for me as I meditated.
“Continue to be of strong resolve and determination even though at times you feel no results are being tangibly obtained. Know from the depths of your being that every cell will function to perfection once more. Every cell will heal. The change that your cells are undergoing is of immense proportion. Every cell is being reprogrammed to a new and specific function. Have faith that we are aware of your discomfort and that all is in place for the final healing”.
I experienced intermittent heart arrhythmia. What is this about?
‘Know that the heart, as your motherboard, has a vital role to play in alerting every cell to a change of frequency throughout the whole body. There is a temporary pause and change of rhythm each time your body establishes a new vibrational change. It is done through the heart which alerts every cell to its change of frequency. This will continue at each new vibrational change of pace. There is nothing to be concerned about at all.
Colour is embedded with sound which is imperceptible, into and through your energy bodies. The combination of Light and Sound cements the new frequency, and allows for its integration immediately into the bodies force field. A new harmonic is then set up to vibrate both within and throughout the energy body for a new phase lock to be activated.
What is a phase lock?
A phase lock is described as a series of waves meeting and moving together as one force. It is the process of embedding a new energy into an existing one to create a combined energy that has new attributes.
Moving new energies into the physical body sometimes requires symptoms of clearing such as vomiting and detoxification. Vomiting has always been a form of cleansing the inner body and the aura. Vomiting rids your body of many lifetimes of karmic collections. Each day you are ill, celebrate, because at that time you are relinquishing many layers of collected thought patterns, behaviour patterns and belief patterns that have held you prisoner in your own body. As you release this negative energy you begin to feel lighter and clearer. Your tumour will disappear, as the butterfly that is the New You, emerges from the iron chrysalis. When the old body grid made from base minerals has gone, it will be replaced by a refined crystalline grid, with a higher capacity to communicate.”
Explain the old mineral body.
“Originally, your body was made from the mineral elements of the earth”.
So I looked them up. Carbon after water was the highest percentage component. The voice spoke of the old body as the Carbon body. Ok, when the chemistry of the new body replaces the old carbon/iron chemistry I will heal. I could conceive of that.
I asked about the Green Heart Zone. The reply was, “Feelings are emotional energy. Emotional energy has a frequency and vibration of its own. Every type of emotional energy has a specific vibration. You became separated from your true sense of expression. Your heart chakra was closed down. You had lost heart. Until you built your rainbow bridge, the restricted tube which fed you with cosmic energy, was unable to flow the correct frequency and vibration into that vital cavity of your body. That disconnection of the higher chakras caused severancefrom you, from your Soul and from your essence”.
That was a reality check.
“To heal totally requires the acquisition of self knowledge, self trust and self reliance”.
The reply to my query about the explanation of the waves of heat I was experiencing was that, “the hot waves that flow through your body are waves of constrictive energy that have a specific purpose – to release and embed. To release and dislodge the cancer debris; and to embed those cells which have released their dross. Slowly your cells are being returned to their correct and proper functioning”.
Can you define constrictive please?
“We mean that as the waves travel through the body, the action is one of compression with the intent to embed”.
I was getting the hang of this writing! I was learning so much by asking and receiving the reply.
I learnt that the Human me is “An anchor for a far greater being, which is also me; that I hold many more blueprints of this ME in envelopes made of light”.
“The turn-around from old body to new body is so close you can put your finger on it. You will be surprised at the outcome. We await your response with anticipation. Know that your Soul’s desires from eons ago are soon to be accomplished”.
I learnt that my mind-set creates the outcome. If I go into a something in doubt, then doubt is what I reap! It was my default program at every hospital appointment!
November: The medical report showed an increase in the tumour markers and the oncologist asked me how I was going. I gave a brief summary of how I thought I was doing.
The reply was not what I was expecting; “If you want my opinion that is nonsense. We need to bring in the big guns, and if they don’t get the results then there is a new drug ($2000 a dose) It can’t be used first up, but can be used under HBF (Private Health Cover) as a second resource. Your body will lose its hair, feel nauseous, your bowel habits will change, your mouth will ulcerate – but we will reduce this mass”.
I was in shock and the tears fell. I knew that this person was doing all they could to help me. Yet I felt so confronted by the words and the tone of their delivery. I asked the Guide Team
“When you subject yourself willingly, as you did, to be observed, you need to be aware of many different perspectives that occur. The doctor was giving you an opinion. You had asked for it, in fact you were paying for it. But it was not what you wanted to hear. It was not of the parameters that you could hear. The doctor does not speak your language. Your language is soft now, not blunt and bullying. The oncologist thought that to use that approach would have you succumb. You have chosen in the belief of your faith… This experience was to affix you to a total focus of yourself within yourself. To KNOW from the depths of your being what you want and what is best for you at every moment. Know that with TRUST everything is possible. This was an exercise in faith and Trust – in yourself; as a piece of god. Again know that you are in good hands. All will be well. ALL will be well”.
My weight: I eat less, yet I am heavier. Why?
“The change that your cells are undergoing is of immense proportion. Every cell is being reprogrammed, to a new and specific function. Every organ and system is being reprogrammed. The weight you have gained is temporary. It is the attempt of your old body system to grapple with the change. Think of in terms of an engine being converted to a new fuel type. New pipes and fittings need to accept a new form of energy travelling through its original structure. In your case even the original structure itself is being refitted. Your new Blueprint and every component part of ‘you’ is under construction. Soon the New You will be complete. At that time your weight loss will be affected quite suddenly. Right now your weight is necessary to hold the energy in place. This energy is responsible for the transition to occur. When the transition is complete the new energy will flow much quicker, more speedily throughout your physical body. At this time the excess weight will be burnt off rapidly”.
Do the geometric symbols I see in the iris patterns allow us to change our consciousness?
“Certainly for that is what this language is about. Light geometry that is seen in the iridology, is the language of consciousness. It allows the spiritual body to change dimension. You, as the physically embodied component in the Third dimension serve as the anchor, whilst your spiritual component is able to soar, closer and closer to All That Is. It is the language of the elevator. You step into the sacred symbols as you would step into an elevator, and you move through time and space. In this elevator time and space cease to exist, what exists is simply consciousness. That is what the language of symbols is about”.
“During this year of 2002, you unwound all your old programming, and it exited your system. It began with a cleanse of massive proportion; to enable the heart chakra to merge with the thymus gland, to change your chemistry. Once the thymus gland is reactivated your entire biochemistry undergoes a change. Your third dimensional biochemistry is stable until the DNA is given the signal to come on line. It was then that the task that the DNA was designed for, which was to read and calibrate the light codes entering the skin, via your new circulatory system of light.
When you consciously chose to work with Soul your skin, the organ of light was turned on to connect cosmic light with your meridian system. Your skin is composed of numerous silicon crystals. Like your computers, each chip holds silicon. So does your skin. The silicon in the skin has a task to do. It acts like a GPS system for light. The more facets on the silicon crystals in the skin the more light may enter the body. This new system is just beginning to function. It is designed to become active once the seven chakras turn on their full program of light. This can only be done when the human is ‘aware of being aware’; that they are more than just a body and more than just being on planet earth. When you search for your spirit self and your soul stream of light, you know that ‘You the Human’, is just one part of a much greater whole.
You became aware of this after the voice spoke to you in Bali. You discovered that you felt confused, elated and sought the quest for more. That intent brought you into 2002.
Jackie and Jim classes created your understanding that there are steps that surpass the seven chakra activity, yet you did not hold this consciously at all. Your cells held that information, so they actioned the request you had the requirement for each step. The seeds were planted in the cells. They had that information, and then actioned the request when you developed the requirement for each step of the new program. Through your Colour Course you discovered just how much more there was to you and your workings as a Being. You were taught it, yet more importantly you experienced each of your aspects – your emotional, your mental and your spiritual parts with ease.
“Your cells held this information until you were ready to consciously integrate it. There was always the option that you would never become ready. However once the process begins it is inexorable”.
In 2001 Helen McCarthy asked loudly and vehemently to be shown how the visible and the invisible work together. Be careful what you ask for.
In the middle of that year she experienced an epiphany. A loud voice shouted the same sentence into her head twice. That sentence made little sense at the time; yet was a premonition of what was to come. She was about to live the answer to her question through a cancer diagnosis.